We are ALL in the gutter, though some of us are looking at the STARZ :)

so tired of their fucking bull shit.
you love me?
please!
like you were ever there when i needed you most...
or like you even cared at all.
quit lying to your self.
you did this not me.
though i have to say, i miss being a kid.
i hated having to grow up so damn fast.
i look at other kids my age and think...
what the fucking hell did they do that i didnt?
made their parents love them?
hell i dont know anymore.
all i know is that as long as their is still blood flowing in these veins,
a heartbeat beneath this chest,
i will not give up nor give into this world.
i will use my last breath to stand back up and go one more round.
and so what if i fail?
im already dead.