SOM3 GiRL......

You might just think of me as some girl... but I just want you to know, that I'm the one girl who took one look at you, and fell harder than I ever have in my entire life. -crush quotes

oh that smile...

oh that smirk...

oh that laugh...

the two scars on your chin...

silent like a wren...

the way your hair falls in your eyes...             

makes me feel tied...

boy you make me smile...

brighter than ever...

i need you more than the breath i take...

more than my heart needs a beat...

watching you fly over concrete...

makes me want to fly too,

but only if im beside you...



LOV3 LiK3 WO333333................

those beautiful eyes...

that beautiful smile...

makes me fall harder and harder every day...

no every moment we share together...

my life is soooo complicated...

but you seem to always know how to make me smile...

and make me feel better....

how...?

why...?

what did i ever do to deserve such kindness?

god knows ive never given you, or anyone else a reason to believe in me...

but just maybe...this time...it will work.

not just work, but last.

its a beautiful begining to what could be the rest of our lives...

feel the blood flowing beneath my veins...

its all thats left of my soul...

but with you...

i know that i still haave a chance...

at being saved from this terrible mess...

love me...and i will in return...

love you like your my last breath...

like your my final heart beat a moment before death...

ill cherish you like no other because we understand each other...

simple looks from across the room,

gives me hope to keep going...

to stay strong...

but ill never know...

unless i ask...

which im not sure that i want to know your answer,

what if this is all just a dream?

or a sweet nightmare?

i guess ill never know...

until i reach over and say i love you in this car :)

oh that smiley-happy-danceeeee :)

singing at the top of our lungs...
screaming out our frustration,
but laughing at how horrible we really sound :)

smiling at each other from across the room,
pennies flying everywhere...
lovely music filled moments,
where i forget the pain && simply look at you :)

wondering what will happen next?
skating, no wait flying...
to my safe place,
though it will never be as good as when im finally in your arms :)
 
my life may be hell,
and your face may be heaven,
but i promise when you look back,
i will always be here :)

We are ALL in the gutter, though some of us are looking at the STARZ :)

so tired of their fucking bull shit.
you love me?
please!
like you were ever there when i needed you most...
or like you even cared at all.
quit lying to your self.
you did this not me.
though i have to say, i miss being a kid.
i hated having to grow up so damn fast.
i look at other kids my age and think...
what the fucking hell did they do that i didnt?
made their parents love them?
hell i dont know anymore.
all i know is that as long as their is still blood flowing in these veins,
a heartbeat beneath this chest,
i will not give up nor give into this world.
i will use my last breath to stand back up and go one more round.
and so what if i fail?
im already dead.

the silence....its deafening....

music.
beautiful melodies.
sweeping through the air,
that surrounds you and me.
lovely,
soft,
melodies.
its begining to make me see,
your path to me.
emotions not present.
not gone.
just not visible.
show me the way,
and ill save you.
let the music flow through our veins,
and let it silence our voices.
til all we have left it that soft beating of our hearts.
beating together as one.
passion.
nervous.
startling first touch.
let me in,
i think that we will be okay.
if you just let the music show us the way.

What did you dream about last night?

my nightmares.

Ask me anything

all jacked up....

Floating not wait swimming...
Far far away from everything...
Don't need any air,
No longer will I need you to breath into me,
I will love u til my last breath...
No more breath.
Swimming beside him.
Talking laughing kissing.
All under this warm water,
We can see waves crash above us,
The sky looks ghoastly,
Like were not apart of the world anymore.
Drifting away,
Focus on his smile, his hair, his fingers intertwined with mine.
Just keep swimming you say :)